Sickening weeks.

How time flies.

It has been a long time since i last log into here and update this blog.

Actually, I'm clueless on where should i start. As i can only remembered pieces of things or event that has happen.

This past 2 week has been especially "SICKENING" for Joshua, Papa & me.
Joshua has been falling sick consecutively for the past 2 weeks.

In the early afternoon on Wednesday(Deepavali 2011), we actually intended to send him to my mun place. But on the way there, he suddenly develop high fever. We had to make a U-turn even though we're reaching my mum place. Once at home, his reading was 39 degree, immediately Ibuprofen was given to bring down the temperature. And for the whole day, his reading was 39 0r 40 degree. It only came down when he was given Ibuprofen and was he more active. Throughout the whole day, he refuses food but only drank milk and water.
Off to Kids Clinic on Thursday. As usual long waiting time. I actually prefer Dr. Lilian Lim but she was not available. Then according to Dr. Allyson Tan, Joshua might just have a throat infection as his tonsil was quite swollen and red. resulting in his high fever. Antibiotic and more Ibuprofen and Panadol syrup were given.
On Friday, he was better as the fever is on the lower range. He was still refusing food but only drank milk and water. In fact, he even shitted. So i assume that he is feeling much better. Just after his noon nap, he was at 39.8 degree. Again! Before his noon nap i message Papa that his fever was at the lower range and he was more active. So no need to go down to hospital. Again the whole process repeated itself. Given the Ibuprofen, came down and when he woke up from the nap, it came back again.
That evening off to hospital. Doctor diagnosed that he was down with tonsillitis. No antibiotic this time but higher dosage of Panadol as he refuses Ibuprofen at the hospital. Doc mentioned that the antibiotic only causes more outbreak of his ulcers. So have to let his immune system do the fighting. He was not allow school for the next 5 days.

Sigh... There it goes again. I have to take leave....

And this week.
Thursday night, he vomited. I already find him behaving weird during dinner time. He refuse to eat anything we given to him. During his night bath, i will usually brush his teeth before his bath but he refuses(he loves brushing teeth!). Expected, something is wrong, he vomited.
Friday, off to see Chinese physician. Doc diagnose him with stomach flu causing him to vomit and poor appetite.
Today monitoring. If he still vomit, a visit to the hospital is a must. But i keep my finger crossed.

I REALLY HATE HOSPITAL!!!!

Seriously, there has been a lot of changes.
I switched professions. Although it's now of a lower position then my previous job but I'm paid more and more relax. So i do not mind at all.

Nowadays, i tried to take things easy and see things in a more relax way. I don't insist on things too much resulting in myself to be happier and not so selfish. However, evil thoughts still comes to me once in a while.

Very soon, Papa 32nd birthday, Xmas, New Year, Genting trip then Joshua's 3rd birthday coming. A lot of exciting events!

For now, it's to work harder to make all this wonderful events works.


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